S t a b

It's there, lingering, in the edge of my vision

reminding me,

stabbing at my heart

with lurches of pain

and indecision

indecision I cannot afford

I am changing, that I know,

as we all change, day by day,

we change and grow

and yet I cannot let go

I cannot relent,

I cannot go back on what i said

I will not relent

I will not regret

I will be ruthless

I will be ruthless

I will be ruthless

I am ruthless.