New

All of this is so new
so odd
but so nice
And there are all these feelings bubbling up inside me
but I'm not sure if I should share them
if you'd interpret it too oddly
yes yes yes yes yes
I don't want to lose this control that I have
though I don't know what it is that I do want
yes yes yes yes
there's only this humming in myself
a content feeling spreading all throughout
and a want want want
it's just so...pleasant. all of it.

But those questions you so desperately want answers to...

so do I.

What if I don't have all the answers? What then?