Liking

Well you see the thing is this

I'm feeling these things

and you're saying these things

but they can't seem real

they just seem like a joke

(mostly because of that one time

where he said those things

and later I learned that it was all

just a kind of twisted sort of thing in his mind

using me for his own

not really

considering me

[it ended poorly]

Well you see the thing is this

I get sort of nervous with these sorts of things

and this odd sort of side of me pops out

which you seem to like too

and really if I think about it

I've been nothing but myself around you

which is good

I suppose

Well you see

I don't like that mean sort of side of me

so really I should just shut up

stop doing that

Well you see

the entire night it gradually became clearer to me

what exactly your intentions were

but his words echoed in my ears

wondering if really they were about me

yet finding no way they could be

does not compute

so now there's just these doubts in my mind

suppressing these things

that you are trying to

ugh

Really I just need to sort through these feelings

because right now I just can't