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Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Freaking Me Out

This addiction, rooted deep within my consciousness
brings jitters inside when removed so
unnecessarily.
I need it I need it I need it
it has such sway over me
though many times I refuse to acknowledge its power

Though I know
I can quit
like I have before
these are things I don't want to be rid of.

When you know you could text someone
when you know that contact is wanted
yet you cannot supply it
cannot give in to it
it's such a lonely feeling
of isolation

When you watch them using
something you cannot
it's such a lonely feeling
scratching at my insides
desire making me antsy
and yet
nothing changes

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