There is nothing amazing about me

I have no direction

can't express feelings well

can't feel things well

get upset easily at times

shut things up inside of me

am not intelligent enough

don't do well enough

give up too easily

too persistent

clingy

needy

I lash out at others when I'm upset

don't accept help

turn you away

don't feel things right

say things right

don't don't don't

won't won't won't

I am a horrible procrastinator

I smile about it but it kills me

I kill me

i make such bad decisions

all the time

and i couldn't care less about some people

but others i hate hate hate it when they're upset i want to see them smile

wrong wrong wrong I'm all wrong

this isn't right

i'm not right

this direction isn't

I'm not

I need to do better

but I can't bring myself to do it

and so I fail

suffocate

end