Semester End

Honestly I can't deal with me

you can't deal with me

who would want to deal with me

the result is always displeasing to my eyes

there is no way of winning

no way no way

I'm such a handful

why would you even

take the time to

care at all

and because I'm upset and freaking out and obviously that isn't enough

I decide to open up old wounds

because that is how I deal with things

when things get bad, I make them worse

it is how i deal how i cope how i go

I wonder why that's so