So why did I go?
Because of promises, I guess.
Also because I was secretly afraid that he would leave me.
That I would walk out and no one would be there, no one would be there.
Just darkness.
It was kind of nice, though, I guess. I'm still a bit afraid of lots of things about him. Just little things. That I am trying to squelch.
But most of all I am afraid that one day this peace we've formed would have been a lie, that my initial fear was correct and I would go back to the terrified alone girl I was at the start of the year. Maybe worse than before.
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