The girl you love is alone in the night crying and contemplating suicide and there's nothing you can do for her
it tears you apart
Saturday, December 29, 2012
Friday, December 28, 2012
"You will fall in love with your friends. Deep, passionate love. You will create a second family with them, a kind of tribe that makes you feel less vulnerable. Sometimes our families can’t love us all the time. Sometimes we’re born into families who don’t know how to love us properly. They do as much as they can but the rest is up to our friends. They can love you all the time, without judgement. At least the good ones can."
--The People You Will Fall In Love With In Your Twenties, Ryan O’Connell
--The People You Will Fall In Love With In Your Twenties, Ryan O’Connell
Monday, December 24, 2012
Monday, December 17, 2012
Sunday, December 16, 2012
Friday, December 7, 2012
Perfect
How can you call me the perfect girl for you when I'm not perfect at all not to you not to anyone.
I need to change who I am.
I made people mean nothing because that was easier than actually having them mean something. Easier to eliminate them in my mind, slaughter them from my consciousness. It was meant to protect myself from them leaving. Because everyone always leaves. I need to try harder to keep them close.
I'm sorry that I'm crying about stupid things insignificant things things that are nothing compared to well everyone else. The things that upset me shouldn't sorry sorry I'm not supposed to be sad my life is perfect heading on the straight path towards destruction.
I need to change who I am.
I made people mean nothing because that was easier than actually having them mean something. Easier to eliminate them in my mind, slaughter them from my consciousness. It was meant to protect myself from them leaving. Because everyone always leaves. I need to try harder to keep them close.
I'm sorry that I'm crying about stupid things insignificant things things that are nothing compared to well everyone else. The things that upset me shouldn't sorry sorry I'm not supposed to be sad my life is perfect heading on the straight path towards destruction.
Leech
I've been dragging him down again pulling him back into sadness drenching him with my depression
How do I undo that? How do I stop?
How do I undo that? How do I stop?
Unjustified
No one likes the perfect girl with the perfect life who still isn't satisfied with anything.
There is no justification for her sadness.
There is no justification for her sadness.
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
Wrong.
You aren't enough for me by yourself, so I need at least one more person in addition to you. And it must be a girl. I like girls. Especially a specific girl that isn't you...
You keep making that face and I just can't do it anymore you're no good I'll have to find my pleasure elsewhere...
You're too needy I can't always be there for you. It's annoying.
I've decided I like her more than you. She has all the things I ever looked for in a girl, all the things that you don't have.
You weren't the girl I thought you to be. I don't see you as a person anymore. Sorry, I don't think I can carry on like this...
You aren't as smart as I gave you credit for; so boring.
You're disgusting. Repulsive. Go away. I never want to see you again.
I'm worthless...not good enough for you. Goodbye.
You keep making that face and I just can't do it anymore you're no good I'll have to find my pleasure elsewhere...
You're too needy I can't always be there for you. It's annoying.
I've decided I like her more than you. She has all the things I ever looked for in a girl, all the things that you don't have.
You weren't the girl I thought you to be. I don't see you as a person anymore. Sorry, I don't think I can carry on like this...
You aren't as smart as I gave you credit for; so boring.
You're disgusting. Repulsive. Go away. I never want to see you again.
I'm worthless...not good enough for you. Goodbye.
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