If you want to hear me rambling...

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Everything just dies in the end
It's so hard to be so nice

Saturday, April 24, 2010

I'm not worth a cent
What if I beat you to death? What then?
If he would just die and get out of my life, everything would be so much better.
Hatehimhatehimhatehimhatehimhatehimhatehimmakehimgoaway
You ruined the last safe haven we had. Now we're....
Well, I just feel shattered. And utterly furious.

Go away! Stop stalking us!!

God, I need a vacation.
From all of your shit.

Friday, April 23, 2010

Stop

I can't help but feel that there is a rat amongst us
a spy
and I hate them for it

That was one step that you took for nothing
and I hate you for it

You deserve to not have any friends
You both deserve to die

My heart is in it when I say
I hate you

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Hate Overflowing

I hate him I hate him I hate him make him go away forever please
I feel like I can't wait for the release from such torment
Soon soon soon please please please

Friday, April 16, 2010

You Don't Have to Cry

I just cried over Heather not being able to go to prom. Sobbed, really. Because it's all my fault and I can't do anything.
God, I hate dillusional people.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

I told myself not to get hurt this week. It didn't work.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

My Thoughts Concerning...

Sleeping.

Honestly most of the time I think it is an absolute waste of my precious time. When I could be playing, talking, chatting, writing, doing hw, reading, I have to spend time in my bed sleeping. And in the morning it is always nearly impossible to wake me up, which is unfortunate.

Well, I just wish I needed less sleep.

Because those moments between waking and sleeping are the most precious to me, creatively. It's where I get most of my ideas, most of my imaginary experiences that feel so real, sometimes it's hard to distinguish them from reality...except they're usually quite nonsensical, if you take a step back and examine all of the details. The more nonsensical ones are a bit useless to me, but they allow me to explore my sleeping senses, which is certainly fascinating and entertaining. Hmm. Amusing.

If only I required less sleep and had less homework, I would be so much happier....

Friday, April 9, 2010

John Green

Moment of the night--a guy with really curly hair hooked up Pokewalkers with me and we playbattled, Ditto vs Raiku. He thinks he won. I think so too ><

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

MY WALL IS PERFECTLY COMFORTABLE!! STOP SHIFTING!!!

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

SILENCE!

The creeper on my wall outside can stop now so I can go to bed~.

My creeper lessons are done for the night!

Crazy

I'm the crazy girl who snuck downstairs to get her ring.
He's the crazy father who didn't notice a thing.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Untouchable.

Unjust Awakening!

If someone or something unjustly wakes me up, I get angry and bitter and do anything to make their life hell because of it.